Its been ages I've quit on writing, well I mean, real writing that are creative, imaginative, provocative or Pan-tive, writings that straight from the heart and mind, writings that are bullshiting but still true(not that academic writings that I've to think long enough to make it more bombastic and POINTY<
What matters most now is that I sort of got back the fire torch(not the Olympic one as it is firecely burning in Beijing now) back jor, sort of capable to fight back in the midst of darkness, to open up my closed windows that are so long for fresh air and to start to believe that I can write my thoughts out yet again...Just like wat the great Morpheus from the Matrix said, " Dont think ya are, ya are!", don try to be whoever ya wanted to be, because ya are already the person ya wanted to be, wat ya need the most is TO BELIEVE ( moral from The POLAR EXPRESS!) Even though this phrase seems too fairytale to us, but the truth is out there, ya gotta believe!( X-Files main theme song popping out) ^^
Being years I've don hold strong on something, being months I don commit myself to anything serious and,being days that I day-dreaming in my room while watching the clouds passed by my windows and asked myself, " What the fark am I doing in this world! Isnt there a big new world waiting for me to explore? Isnt there power, glory and fame that waiting ya to grab on? Isnt there people that waiting to know ya more? Isnt there dreams or missions that waiting to be accomplished? No matter wat ya want from this moment onwards, ya gotta take the first step and listen to wat Brad Pitt have to yell in TROY, " JUST IN FRONT IS INMORTALITY, TAKE IT, IT IS YOURS!" ( I find it cool....)
Since now it is almost 5 in the morning, I like to end my first formal of the informal writing with a phrase from BALIN of IBELIN (Kingdom of Heaven), " What does a man be a man if not make the world better?" & I hope that me myself and the everyone can try to create a better future and a harmonious society....PAN OUT!....